urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour Take it or Leave it. morethanfour 2007-08-03T18:39:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:9917 2007-08-03T18:39:56Z 2007-08-03T18:39:56Z mmm, bye guys. no more lj for meeeee!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:9703 2007-06-06T20:59:56Z 2007-06-06T20:59:56Z awwwwww right.<br />i'm getting married!<br /><br />haha, not. scared ya though huh? naw, but i do have this really bling-blingy ring that i now wear on my ring finger cause then people will think i am married...except for the fact that it's really not real looking... <br />anyways, this guy that i work with asked me to "marry him," and said he'd give me 5,000 dollars for it. ha, i laughed and asked him if he had his green card. he said no. lol, it was kind of funny.<br /><br />but yeah, life is good. i'm in the springs for summer, i'm working at 3 margaritas, and looking for a day job. umm, that's about it, but that's ok.<br />i was dating a hot mexican, but he just wanted sex so that ended pretty quickly. he's a fantastic dancer though....man.<br />my dad is freaking out because we don't really have a lot of money. but the funny thing is, whenever we're tight on money like this, he tries to play it off like nothing is different, and sometimes, he even spends a lot of money; maybe to hopefully make the family think that we're fine? i don't know.<br /><br />i just painted my fingernails a really cool color, then painted stripes and dots on them. it's neat! <br /><br />mmkay. work now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:9447 2007-05-11T05:49:40Z 2007-05-11T05:49:40Z school is over tomorrow.<br />hex yes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:8965 2007-05-04T19:14:11Z 2007-05-04T19:14:11Z Music is so amazing. there are no words to express the spiritual connection that takes place when you are listening to something that makes you want to cry, laugh, and just explode. sierriously, when i am listening to a song that is played with feeling, and motivation, and conviction, something happens to my body that i can't explain; i feel like i can't contain the excitement i feel, and it makes me want to make music for the rest of the time i have on this earth. The bible says that in heaven, the angles will sing, and there will be music unlike anything our earthly ears are able to even try to comprehend. ahh, i can't wait! Music is a universal language that can speak to anybody, no matter what language you speak. one song can portray one meaning to any type of audience, anywhere. <br /><br /><br />ok.<br />i was just listening, and still am, to different piano preludes and what have you on youtube and i was inspired. woopie!<br />i have no more classes this semester. two finals on monday, a paper due before friday, and a final on friday. that's it. and summer? what a concept eh?<br /><br />mmkay. nap time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:8875 2007-05-03T08:22:32Z 2007-05-03T08:22:32Z so what is all this about always wanting what we can't have?<br />it sucks huh?<br />'cause i know that if i had it, i would probably take it for granted.<br />but maybe not. i don't know.<br />i'm not supposed to have it though. not yet at least.<br /><br /><br />allrightythen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:8402 2007-04-12T18:46:30Z 2007-04-12T18:46:30Z She captivates, lures, then endulges.<br />It is a process that is necessary for her survival.<br />It wouldn't be if she was a vegitarian. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:8017 2007-04-09T05:12:30Z 2007-04-09T05:12:30Z money is dumb.<br />and i am bad at handling it.<br />that is all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:7614 2007-03-04T20:51:34Z 2007-03-04T20:51:34Z lets smoke pot and sit in front of tv all day.<br />every day.<br />sounds fun no?<br />it's aight. they'll be gone soon.<br />ha'ha, yess! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:7277 2007-02-26T22:40:14Z 2007-02-26T22:40:14Z so my birthday was yesterday and it was pretty cool because there were some people who i would've expected to wish me a happy birthday and didn't, but there were also some people who i would have never guessed would remember, or even care, and totally called me and made my day! it was sweet. now, i am sick again, ha, and procrastinating on homework. i did just eat an english muffin with peanut butter on it though, and those are sooooooo tasty, and yummy and it is a little chilly in our house. maybe i'll watch a movie. mmmm, or do math. tough choice. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:7102 2007-02-12T07:23:57Z 2007-02-12T07:23:57Z You've got to leave me now.<br />You've got to go alone.<br />You've got to chase the dream;<br />one that's all your own, before it slips away.<br />When you're flyin' high,<br />take my heart along.<br />I'll be the harmony<br />to every lonely song that you'll learn to play.<br /><br />When you're soarin' through the air,<br />I'll be your solid ground.<br />Take every chance you dare.<br />I'll still be there,<br />when you come back down.<br />When you come back down.<br /><br />I keep lookin' up.<br />Waitin' your return.<br />My greatest fear will be,<br />that you will crash and burn and I won't feel your fire.<br />I'll be the other hand<br />that always holds a line<br />connecting in between,<br />your sweet heart and mine.<br />I'm strung out on that wire.<br /><br />I'll be on the other end,<br />to hear you when you call.<br />Angel you were born to fly,<br />and if you get too high,<br />I'll catch you when you fall.<br />Catch you when you fall.<br /><br />You're memory is the sunshine,<br />every new day brings.<br />I know the sky is calling,<br />"Angel let me help you with your wings!" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:6869 2007-02-10T05:52:22Z 2007-02-10T05:52:22Z the gala rehersal was long. we got a free dinner out of it though, which was speghiti...(sp? oh dear.). now i'm home all by my lonesome and i don't know what everyone else is doing. i guess i'll just go wash off my gobs of stage makeup and fall asleep watching a movie and holding a pillow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:5758 2007-01-15T16:09:29Z 2007-01-15T16:09:29Z i don't really want to go back up to greeley.<br />hmm, oh well. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:5419 2007-01-11T19:50:05Z 2007-01-11T19:50:05Z i love working at tres. oh man, all those people are great. it's gonna suck when the government people come by and tell us that we have to fire everyone because they aren't actually US citizens. yikes! <br />i keep hearing a scratching sound from behind my wall. which tells me that the mice are back. eew. <br />last night i went to radient church for the highschoolers. it was really fun. and watching my brother on stage was way awesome too. he was like, baap! duugadoodoobap! pffpffpffpff....<br />cause he plays the drums...? right.<br />david filsinger called me this morning in response to a message that was left by dan and me the other night at like, 1 something in the am. i answered the phone, and he was like, "who is this???" i laughed and told him it was me and he told me that we were crazy and that i havn't changed a bit and i said i know. we then talked for like, 15 minutes about life, and how he's teaching at a middle school, high school, and college now. and he's coming up to UNC for the jazz festival to judge! yesssss. aww man, prolly one of my favorite people ever. talking to him is always so encouranging and reminds me that life isn't half as bad as we all might make it out to be sometimes. and it is SOOOO COLD IN MY HOUSE! sheesh, i just turned the heat up and it's not going on because it's 71 degrees upstairs, and downstairs, where my room is, it is like 61, and i am cold. but the heat won't turn on because upstairs it's warmer! so i guess i'll go upstairs. mmkay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:4798 2006-12-31T07:33:48Z 2006-12-31T07:33:48Z AAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!<br /><br />ah.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />effin' eff. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:3910 2006-12-22T01:23:48Z 2006-12-22T01:23:48Z it's 6:17.<br />oh the day goes by slowly. <br />i just had chicken parmigan.<br />and prolly speled that rong.<br />shoot.<br />i learned a new song on the piano, and it's pretty perty. here with us by joy williams. go listen to it. . . GO!<br />if i had an ATV i would be riding around in the snow like ms. sparks was doing earlier. oh man, that looked fun! she's frikin' in her mid fiftes, and she was having more crazy fun than i was today! crazy lady.<br />so people who go to school in boulder are stuck there and i miss them. like ERIC STOUT! "stuck" in a house with almost 30 of your friends, watching movies and eating pizza and drinking hot chocolate; man, that must be tough. haha, i'm kind of jealous.<br />rite me.<br />wright me.<br />right me.<br />write me.<br />phone me.<br />call me.<br />fone me.<br />fondle me.<br />wait. . . . ? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:3685 2006-12-21T23:15:09Z 2006-12-21T23:15:09Z Oh. My. Goodness.<br />what is the deal? it's like, i don't have any friends anymore because they're all MARRIED! i'm not in a rush to get married or anything, obviously, but it's like, what is going on? i guess people fall in love, and they're ready, and it's just time for them. hmm. i'm still in college, and it is not time for me. but i'm starting to think, "ok, if the right guy comes along, i'm ready." <br />wierd.<br />i'm gonna be 20 in February. <br />wierd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:2306 2006-12-12T06:47:03Z 2006-12-12T06:47:03Z man, so i just read over my kissof_life livejournal, because nathan brought it to my attention. i never realized how far back it went! sheesh, i was all of 16 and 17 years old when i started that thing. montage, jessi lung, cast parties, all the good and all the bad that i once had is now gone and will never be back again. <br />i was talking to my mother the other night about how i'm going to be 20 years old in february, and how i'm gonna have to say goodbye to my teenage years. it's crazy to think about. so much has happened, and i am only not yet 20.<br /><br />i also told myself that i would go to sleep early tonight. well what happened was, i got tired; like, really super tired, then i got not tired and i'm still up. <br /><br />and now i'm tired and will go to sleep.<br /><br />"hop inside my mouth, if you want to live"<br />props to whoever can name that movie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:2075 2006-12-11T08:16:55Z 2006-12-11T08:16:55Z oh my goodness to much chocolate equals stomach hurting a lot.<br />two of my finals are tomorrow. <br />i am ready for one of them.<br />now, i will prepare for the next one.<br />wish me luck.<br /><br /><br />oh kay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:1991 2006-12-06T04:56:11Z 2006-12-06T04:56:11Z tonight, i drank a free starbucks. <br />then, i came home and listened to Mozart.<br />then, i cried because his "requiem" is the most beautiful thing i have ever heard.<br />and now i am eating easy mac and writing a paper.<br />and later i am expecting a call from a boy.<br /><br /><br /><br />just when i thought life couldn't get any better.<br />God is good huh? <br />yep. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:1669 2006-12-04T23:32:13Z 2006-12-04T23:32:13Z i hope i do not fail my music history class.<br /><br />that is all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:morethanfour:1077 2006-11-30T19:39:52Z 2006-12-04T23:34:02Z my old journal was kissof_life.<br />this is my new one and it is Friends only. <br />i think i've already got all the lj friends i want, but if i left someone out, i'm sorry. leave a comment and i'll add you.